* L * O * V * E *

1) Never both be angry at the same time

2) Never yell at each other unless the house is on fire

3) If one of you has to win an argument, let it be your mate

4) If you have to criticize, do it lovingly

5) Never bring up mistakes in the past

6) Neglect the whole world rather than each other

7) Never go to sleep with an argument unsettled

8) At least once everyday try to say one kind or complimentary word

9) When you have done something wrong, be ready to admit it

10) It takes two to make a quarrel and the one in the wrong is the one who does the most talking

for those who still come by here

i think i will start blogging somewhere else..

where i can decide my privacy

i have had a lovehate relationship with blogger..

but alas...

goodbye blogger

find me if u can

:)

Just as I get over one matter another creeps up from nowhere and slaps me in the face.. as I was making my way back to how things were life decided to do a 180 on me..

Over the past month I realised that I have been sad and depressed one moment and then bounce back to seemingly happy the next moment so much that my body is used to it.. my eyes are never swollen from crying anymore.. I can work for a full day + more on just 2.5hours… and the worse part is that I can go for a whole day on just a sip of water and barely half a bowl of noodles… and yet no one knows what I’m going thru....

Stress is the worse thing that can happen to me.. it causes me to dip into depression.. and when that happens all the essential things in life become non-essential anymore.. eating is meaningless as my body automatically gets rid of it in less than 2hours of eating it.. sleep is never a choice.. it’s either I cant fall asleep or there’ll be nightmares all nite long.. driving is dangerous because half the time I wont be concentrating.. work sucks.. cz I’m not doing much and that gives me more time to be depressed..

When will my life sort itself back to normal?

i'm eye-ing these items from f21.. *hint hint*

RM99 i think

RM149? or was it RM169?

wanna get them but can't bring myself to splurge on them.. maybe i'll get them on sale next time..

gotta save for future travels now..

=D

Plucked from Lea's twitter:

A little kid on radio said, if the guy you like is not paying attention to you, go up to him and say, "Spend some time with me, boy!"

i will stay calm tonight..

regardless of what i may encounter i will stay calm...

please let there be nothing to make me break down again...

:(

If u start at 16... Even if u hav excellent musicality.. U cn neva be professional... coz no muscle build up...

i know that i am never going to be professional.. or nearly as good as you.. but you need not tell me that.. i already know that fact.. that's why i try harder than you.. that's why i can't get stuff down as fast as you do..

what else can i do? turn back time and force myself to pick up the violin sooner?

recieved this at 6.28pm

"O.o.. Dunno... Me wan rest abit k? Muahx..."

called back at 6.29pm

"hello.. the number you called is unavailable.. please try again later..."

current state of mind: confused, sad, lost

what happened to my blogger?

ब्लॉगर हस गोने क्रेजी ओं में॥
हाउ ला॥
एवेर्य्थिंग कोमेस आउट लिखे थिस इन्स्टाद॥
बू..