i'm lost...

i feel so lost..
dunno what to do..
i have a problem...
but i am choosing to ignore it at the moment..
cuz i dont want to make a big fuss over it..

but if i ignore it...
it will always be there...

what should i do???


continue ignoring it??

or deal with it??

exams in 40 minutes..... but.....

i'm not studying at all...
instead i am surfing the net reading latest gossip n random stuff..
how how how??

haiz...

cannot be like this!!


(left to study...)



(really)



:P

Sucess!!

at last i have figured out how to change my template!!!
hahahhahahaha...

someone congratulate me please :P

there are no gentleman left

sad to say but where i am currently stuck at there are NO guys that can be considered gentleman

a list of thing they DO NOT do:

1. they DEFINITELY DO NOT open doors for girls even though the girls have lots to carry
2. they do not help a girl carry things even though he is empty handed while the girl is carrying 2 big bags of things
3. they pull your bag down when walking up the stairs knowing that your bag is already very heavy
4. they PURPOSELY close the lift door on you even though you asked them to wait because you were carrying a heavy load and was thinking of avoiding the 3 flights of stairs. and the best part is ------ he was empty handed yet again.

and now a list of things they DO:
1. call u fat/ugly just because you are not their type
2. criticise you for not knowing things they expect you to know
3. ask you for advice then criticise you for giving advice they do not like
4. make fun of you when you make a mistake
5. laugh when they heard that some bad thing happened to you
6. disrespect you just because he thinks you are not as good as him when in fact he is at the same level as you or even lower than you


hmmm...

i wonder how guys like this even get girlfriends.
cant the girls see anything?
or are these guys really good actors???

haiz..
dislike them so much but yet i am surrounded by them...

WHERE HAVE ALL THE GENTLEMAN GONE TO???
some one point me there please??? :D

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About me... and this lil blog of mine..

I, Lil Miss Lou Lou, am the proud owner of the secret blog (ok la.. not so secret anymore)...
I am pretty much an introvert..
Keeping most emotions and feelings to myself rather then telling people..
Hence, the existence of this blog lo...
This is a place where Lil Miss Lou Lou comes to vent her anger, or express happiness...
Because I'll never say this to anyone's face..
Fine...
I blog more the anger than the happiness part..

But..

Life sucks..
And i cant carry all then pent up anger in me..
So..
Poor blog...

*hugs*

P/S.
If you feel that the post are directed at you..
Feel free to call me..
And if I don't pick up, you know it's true :)

memories....

i was in the midst of going thru old stuff that day and came by a very very very very very old book...
it was an 'autograph' book where my primary school friends wrote stuff in....
things we did when we were young.. lol!!

after flipping thru some of them i found it rather amusing..
aside from the fact that i realize my chinese is getting much much much worse...
it seemed that friends that were once so close to me..


but now....


most of them...
(probably all but two)
i dont even know how they are...
it seems like they have been totaly wiped out from my life...

i only still keep in touch with maybe two of them...
and the keep in touch is not the lets-go-have-a-drink kind of keep in touch..
everything is done only thru facebook or msn...
a bit sad...

hmmm....

maybe i should make an effort to meet up with them one day???
but how do i do that??? =/
maybe i should look them up on friendster/facobook???
or maybe i could call the old house number that they left there or send out new year cards to them???
lol..

crazy already..

haiz... what being back in uni does to me..... =.=

10 october 2008

wei wei...
must help me..
i dun wanna go alone..
you be free to teman me kayz???
*fingers crossed*

pink and spotted!!!

i got rashes..
sob sob sob..
look at the painful pictures...

looks normal... but take a closer look....

spotty spotty...
(bad camera phone cant get the dottiness of my skin...)

hands not spotty but covered with patches.... tsktsk...

from today on i gotta remember!!!

NO SQUID AND ALCOHOL IN ONE NIGHT!!!!

if not there'l be the return of the pink louanne!! =.=