my take on the people i work with....

if you were better than me they wouldn't put me in charge of you!!! just live with it that you now have to report...

not to forget that you have to shut up and listen when work is given to you..

ish....

causing unnecessary stress in my life...

really?

have i lost too much weight??
that day when i asked karen to tell me if i lost too much weight, karen said yes..
and so did my parent when i mentioned it to them...
but tim says i'm ok...
and my bro says that i didnt lose much...

hmmm..
how?
but i'm eating more then usual nowadays...
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gotta avoid losing weight though..
i dont want to end up looking old and haggard....
but how?
haiz...

i dun wanna play anymore....

recently i have been busy with work and havent got a chance to really practise the violin...
and the result of that is that my playing has gone downhill...
all the way down till i cant even play a D minor scale properly...
and i have to perform soon..
how how how??

i think most probably i'l take this concert as my last for the time being..
i rather not play than play badly..
it's not like they need me..

now i just gotta find a way to tell the conductor i dont wanna play without him killing me...
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Why!!!!

i went to that and missed this....

how could i... what was i thinking........ T.T

ok fine.... not exactly this but....... T.T