can you help me keep this secret?

i have a lil secret i would like to share..
but i'm scared it'll get out and reach the ears of certain people..
what can i do???

too bad this there is not protected post thing here...

hmmm...

*thinking thinking*

maybe i'll write it in the next post???

=/

why can't you just disappear??

back in uni and facing those people again..
all those two faced good for nothing people!
everytime they need you help suddenly they are all friendly friendly to you
but then when you need their help,
they only help you if they feel like it.
if they are not in the mood..
well its just too bad for you,
you will be ignored and even treated like the diseased one...
the agony of living with them...

the worse part of being here?

the lecturers actually have favorite students..
and obviously being the teachers pet she gets all the perks!
even if she messes up her assignments somehow she still can get her As..
and it happen quite frquently tooo....
how could that be??
hate..... hate..... hate.....

haiz...
graduation come soon... -.-

i will miss u :)

done w klpac concert at last!!!
no more worrying bout the crazy bowing or the scary seating~
yay!!!!!

but...
i will miss all the friends that i made there..
maybe i'd be playing again next concert...

but...
who knows..... :)

and i'm back home again....

barely 12 hours ago i wrote about how sad i was in uni..

but now.....


im back home again!!!!
hahahahha

it wasnt all that good..
espiecially the part where i had to decide how to come back in onli 15 minutes...
haiz..
but all turned out well n here i am!!!
so happy now!!!
i miss home!!!!!!
even after just 1nite..


i have at least 3 more months to go..
how how how???
someone save me?? =P



people must be wondering what's with this crazy girl..
only 12 hours then back home again..
i didnt want to do it...
forced to..
because i had to attend orchestra rehearsal at KLPAC....
haiz... seem so commited.....
lol...
brian..... because i promised you.......
haiz.........

practise wasnt all that good..
the first half i sat aaaallllll alone....
the 'oh-so-lovely' concert mistress switched my partner away... leaving me all alone..
then after that a different guy was put beside me...
he played too loud and too fast most of the time..
someone help me!!!
i dun wanna mess up...
should i rat him out???
haiz..

i only will know tomorrow before rehearsal!!
wish me luck and pray that i have the guts to rat him out... :(


tata~~~

back at uni....

sad sad sads news for me...
i'm back at the place that i really dun wanna be...
but yet it is a necessary for me to be...
may all goes well :)

surprised >.<

karen dropped by my place today on the way to 1U for movie w sidney to pass me the shoes that i bought from elo that day..
(all the best to sidney and his stand. chart. thing...)

dun tell mom!!! she thinks i have to many pairs already.... which might be somewhat true...
but...
it was rm25 onli....

besides the pair of shoes (which was the only thing i was expecting)
there was another pair of slippers in the bag...

karen got it for free at sm event... but it was my size..
and she decided to giv it to me...
so sweeeeettt of her... :):)

but that wasnt all........
there was a lil envelop in the bag as well....

frontback

lil disclaimer.. lol... not needed in my opinion...

it gets cuter inside....
front

back

so cute....
the message was so sweet also...
thanks karen!!!
for evrything....
from baking cupcakes to bazaar/flea market hopping..
not forgetting emmagem-ing at nite... XD XD


maybe by my next holiday i can drive u around more??
lol..
*fingers crossed*

all the best with your interview :)
see you on weekends after i go back UPM (so sad so sad)....
come visit me if u r free.. heheheheh

driving on a friday

was left all alone to drive to class last friday..
so sad so sad..
but in the end i didn't have to drive alone all the way..
only to karen's house...
hehehehe...

wasnt all that bad though.. but i still don't like driving.. =.=

neways, karen brought me to bijou cafe at one of the condominiums near mont kiara
pretty pretty cafe in pretty pretty condo..
the setting was so un-malaysian like...
but it was lovely..
the prices on the other hand... hahaha..

should bring mom there one day to try out the other food... hehehehe...

pics pics below..

pink placemats (karen took one home, but it's still in the car :P)

fudge brownie

choc chip scone

bijou soda i think..

lime mint drink

lol.. i really need to know the name of the drinks better..
the food was okay..
the fudge brownie was super chocolaty....
but i rather the scone was not choc chip.. was in the mood for a plain scone... haiz..

after lunch/tea i had to go for flute lesson...
i dunno which is scarier though... flute lesson or driving... hmmm.......
shld think that out.. lol.


evryth turned out okay..
the driving and class...
but still........
i dun like driving... hahahhaha...

but it's a necessity.. slowly getting the hang of it..


wish me luck this friday!!