A Quick Summary

Bye bye 2008!!!

i loved you...
because i went through so much in just one year..
i went from sad and alone to happy and loved all in a year!!

lets see......
i started off as a person who just got dumped.. sad sad sad..
but through that experience i think i grew to be a stronger person???
but through all that heartache and sadness i also found out who my real friends are...
many people that i lost contact with were the ones who consoled me and helped me get back on my own two feet...
thank you all!!!!

hmm.... what else....
oh!! i'm driving already!!
hahah... so gud hor.... after soooooo many years of getting my license....
i didnt actually do this out of my own freewill...
i had to do it..
because there was no one to drive me around anymore...
big big thank you to all the people who encouraged me/forced to drive...
now i TRY to drive you around k??
:P :P

oh oh....
i have found someone who loves me dearly ♥
a person who makes me feel that i mean the world to him...
it's a first for me.. and i totally love being with you!!
although we quarrel and fight sometimes..
thank you for bearing with me!
even if i am sometimes.... most times unreasonable..
though you dont mind, don't give in too much k?
i dont want to be a pampered girlfriend..
it's not good for us....
thank you for letting me know that you love me for who i am.. not what i look like on the outside...
when you said you didnt mind the cut on my head even though it was super obvious..
it meant so much to me!!! no one has ever said that too me...
most people would make me cover it up and hide it...
Baby, seriously, thank you for being in my life ♥♥♥♥
you are the best thing that happened to me in 2008!!!

hmm... i've also been out shopping a lot...
so much until i feel like i have nothing that i really need...
no.. i do not have everything in the world..
i just feel... maybe... dont slap me....
but i just feel that my life is somewhat complete???
i was never a person that feels contented easily..
it's just that now i do not have people in my life telling me how fat/sad/ugly i am..
the company that i have now are people who give me positive feedback and that makes me feel that i am good enough...
i do not have to do much to change who i am anymore...
not like before....
where the person i thought cared bout me usually gave me super negative comments...
haiz...


but it's all different now!!!

i started afresh in 2008 and now i'm going to make sure 2009 is gonna be better..
with great friends and family with me i'm sure it will be better :)

Happy 2009!!!!!

Off to Singapore~

i'm going to leave for Singapore in about 11 hours!!!
yay!!!
at last i can get out of the country~
hahahha.. bye bye malaysia~
but..
i dont have money to shop..
a bit sad....

mommy give me some shopping money please??

oh!!!
i know.....
i should go bug my bro...
he owes me RM150!!!
hopefully i can get it from him before he spends in Singapore...
wish me luck~







-be back in 5 days-

Exam Blues~

never ever get sick before an exam...
it only makes you super blur during exam...

i know this because i just went for my exams...
with a bad cold and fever...

obviously it didnt go well...
haiz...

onli can hope for a miracle now..


:(

so fail....

Happy~

today my parents brought me and my lil bro to pavilion for a little retail therapy...
mom was in a relatively happy mood and let us buy a pair of jeans each...

bro as usual went straight to topshop and grabbed a pair of skinnies....
his is so thin that skinnies dont look tight on him at all...
he waist is a size28... and it was kinda loose...
*jealous*

and i...
miss only-get-to-buy-a-pair-of-jeans-a-year obviously headed to GAP..
i know GAP jeans are expensive..
but i only get a pair a year.. so its not that bad.... :P
and also the jeans modal that i get [curvy] really flatters my body shape =D
serious..

anyways...
i tried on a pair that was the same size as my current fav jeans...
but it turned out it fit just nice at the bum but loose at the waist..
so i thought maybe i was in between sizes.. :(
mom and lil bro suggested to try a size smaller..
but i was skeptical that i couldnt fit =.=
mom literally went
'you are size X, u think you can fit size X-1???'
*mean mean mean*
but since we had nothing else better to do my bro went to get a size smaller for me...
i was really worried at first but when i put the pants on..
IT FITTED ME PERFECTLY!!!!
so so so happy~
hahahahah
i dropped 1 dress size!!!
unbelievable 0.O

now all i gotta do is to maintain, maintain and maintain my current size...
i'm supposedly 'not allowed' to lose anymore weight..
but i don't want to anyways...
cuz i love food too much :P


how?? any suggestions..
aside from dieting and exercising?

:P

sadly true...

my blog is so sad.. literally..

i wanted to post another emo/sad post but then realised something...
out of the few post that i have i actually only have 4 post labeled 'happy'..
everything else is sad, emo, broken hearted, etc. etc.

is my life really that sad??

haiz...

[ emo post delayed until further notice ]

how could i have done that??

i drive on a relatively regular basis now!!
YAY me~

but with driving comes expensive experiences..

no..

i didn't get into an accident...

neither have i gotten lost n drove around in circles....


but...


i actually locked my car keys in the car...
in a shopping mall...
with my violin inside...

at first i panicked.. wanted to cry...
but a few seconds later i started to laugh...
just like how i reacted to the lost of my phone...
:P.. i'm going crazy i think.... =/

but then i think it's cuz i wasn't alone both times..
i had timothy by my side..
waiting with me... consoling me...
making me play super cute game on psp..
hahahha....
but his presence really helped...
made me less nervous...
*muahx*


back to the story......

i had to call a lock smith to come...
he laughed at me for locking the key in the car...
=.=... wei... i'm a newbie driver le..
smmore driving diff car..
not used to it yet...

it took him say bout.... 20 minutes to get it done...
he could have done it quicker if i told him the correct direction i'm supposed to turn the key to open the door..
i seriously didn't know..
and gave him the opposite direction...
hahahah.. poor him...
ehh... not poor.... charged me RM80...
haiz...
RM100 gone just like that~

well....
just my luck...
will definitely be more careful nxt time!!!!!
no more money to spend on 'lessons' like that.... =.=...
whoever that rides in my car gotta remind me bout it...

if not..

i'l make u foot half the bill!!!!! XD