i dun wanna play anymore....

recently i have been busy with work and havent got a chance to really practise the violin...
and the result of that is that my playing has gone downhill...
all the way down till i cant even play a D minor scale properly...
and i have to perform soon..
how how how??

i think most probably i'l take this concert as my last for the time being..
i rather not play than play badly..
it's not like they need me..

now i just gotta find a way to tell the conductor i dont wanna play without him killing me...
=/