quick quick update!

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the not so emo things i've done over the past month:

eat yummy food for lunch!

now with 2 hours for lunch i don't have to worry bout eating and getting back to work in 30minutes anymore! happy happy~

i tell you the people i go eat with really know how to enjoy.. they can bring you to the fanciest places for buffet lunches and club sandwiches as well as the smallest (or not so small) stalls to eat good hokkien mee and sweet and sour prawns..

oh.. and being the youngest, whenever there is leftover it is passed on to yours truly..

gotta find time to exercise really really soon...

go spa

mom's friend 'belanja-ed' us a spa treat in puchong.. quite nice.. not stuffy like saunas.. hahaha.. not all that expensive also.. if i am not mistaken it is only about rm16-20 per entry of i don't know how long though.. lol... apparently she wanted to open that franchise of spas but the other person went to open one in her 'territory'.. business people mark territory.. scary... =.=

get stuck in 2 hour jam
2 hours in a jam is nothing most of the time when you live/work in the city.. but this time the jam was bad... first of all the trip only takes bout 15-25minutes on a regular day basis.. and all along the way there were at least 5 cars that broken down.. 3 or was it 4 cars broke down less than 20meters apart.. =.= the worse part was when i thought we were getting close to the normally-relatively heavy-but-moving traffic area.. the cops were there.. with their car parked right across the lane.. haiz.. stupid cops.. the road was totally empty behind them... sobz...

what else what else...................

have a day trip to penang
i only went to the penang on mainland.. didn't get to the island to eat yummy yummy food.. even so i was still stuffed by the time i got home... had super big prawns.. all yummy yummy non-the-less.. and i am not a big fan of prawns...

ice skate
woohoo!! at last i went ice-skating after church with timmy~ was fun but super tiring on my legs.. + the first pair of skates didn't fit that well.. making my toes all numb.. boo the person who gave me a size too small.. O! there were many 'pro'-skaters there showing off lo.. mean mean people that scare me like crazy when they whoosh past me from out of nowhere... then there are those people that sit on the ice more than they skate.. those people also very scary... all of a sudden you'll see one of them sitting rite in the middle of your path.. and being a noob in skating i obviosly dunno how to avoid them and end up sitting on the ice next to them the many times that i wasn't clinging on to timmy..... =.= haiz.. gotta get my cousins to teach me how to skate-steer-and stop... XD

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life at this work place not all that boring la.. considering everything that i could do in my last job (which is about nothing - literally)....

now all i gotta do is to plan things to happen after office hours and saturdays!

any suggestions?

:D

me <3 chocs

chocs from my parents trip to langkawi...

not all for me la... i'm not that greedy... =.=

but i'm gonna gain weight for sure~

oh!

they didn't know about the tsunami at all...

the government really so 'responsible'..

never inform vacationers.. tsk tsk..

muahahahha!!

i bought myself a pair of heels~

finally after so long of looking i've finally got a pair~

how is it possible that i actually was looking around for abot 2years before this but never could find a pair that i liked?

picky picky... tsk tsk..

wheee.... can wear pretty pretty shoes for KLPac/MPO already...

but Vincci is famous for feet-killing heels...

i should be ok hor..

hmmm.... let time be the judge of that..

hahhahha...

i'm nuts...

=/

Sept 2009

gosh...

it's been a month since i last updated..

tsk tsk..

and so many things happened in the past month....

let me try to elaborate......

(not in sequence tho.. my memory not that gud.. :S)

i quit my job as a shop assistant

i found out that the person who was trying to be the good guy is actually the bad guy to start with..

haiz... people have to realise that when they do stupid things others will eventually pick up on it..

no way was i going to stay there after everything that happened..

only a fool wouldn't leave regardless on how much i could get if i stayed on..

i apparently played the violin better

despite not practicing as much.. or rather so little.. =/.. my teacher actually said my playing improved..

though not much compared to timmy..

haiz.. why you can play so well one??

*jealous*

i helped decorate a PINK party..........for a guy

hahahha.. sound so....not right..

but it was fun.. i finally went to midvalley/gardens after sooo long...

went to the biggest craft shop i have seen in KL...

itchy hands.... :P

and also i got to make tissue paper pom-poms and flowers~

my crafting side still hasn't left me fully :P

oh.. and i totally fail at making alcoholic beverages...

shows how much of a noob i am when it comes to alcohol..

haiz..

tho a 17 year old said my mojito was a 'definite failure' i think i like mojitos..

mint leaves + soda water + rum + sugar = yum yum

hahhahha... i love mint~

must try a proper mojito soon...

i am left all alone in the next KLPAC orchestra

the next orchestra concert (17-19th Dec?) i will be alll alone..

XT, WH and timmy all not playing...

how how how?

i'l be sooo bored + scared...

now i got no one to lead me... haiz...

gotta prac more.. or at least listen to the recording more.. =/

i haven't spontaneously bought anything for myself

so it might not be a bad thing..

but i've been working near a shopping center for 3 months but i have yet to buy anything for myself..

anything doesn't include food and drinks laa...

(tho i probably have spent tooo much on food)

but since i started working i haven't bought anything on impulse..

very very so not me.. hahhaa...

gotta plan a trip to some mall to get stuff..

=.=

i quit as a music teacher

i know.. people has told me what a waste...

but i can't teach there la..

bloody idiot act as if i'm not there even though i was standing in the middle of everything..

i really really don't want to but i rather not take the pay and be free that place...

i am gonna miss my students so so much...

my super hyperactive cute little students to the student that has finally showed me some interest..

i'm really sorry to have left.. but i believe you guys and do well..

T.T

i'm gonna start work soon

so soon right??

but no choice la.. i need the $$$$...

haiz.. i miss being a student with no worries...

my next job should be even more demanding than the last..

but hopefully i can cope...

i should be ok gua..

wish me luck!!! hahahaha...

seriously...

meh.. i don't remember what else happened.. anyone remembers anything let me know..

=P

lalalllalala~

there were 6 new students in the past month and guess how many students i got???

NONE

the *obvious* reason why i never got any new students is because 'tauke neo' wants me to stay in the admin part of the business to do all the calls n deal with the clients she doesn't want to talk to...

haiz..

but now i'm gonna get new students~

i talked to my boss about my student-less situation and he has set a list of students to be assigned to me as soon as possible..

thats 4-6 students!!

happy happy~~

but all my 'happiness' still depends on the 'tauke neo'...

she has to 'liase' with me..

lets see how long its gonna take for her to come talk to me... =/

i don't think this matter would be on the top of her to-do list....

but i will try my best to (in the most polite/discreet/not annoying way) talk to her about passing the students over to me~

anyone know how?? can teach me how to be subtle yet get the message through??

:D

hmmm...

n i think most probably.. bout 99.999% chance that i would have to call the students myself to tell them that they are no longer learning with my boss...

but isn't that a bit odd??

your new teacher calling you to tell you that you are now under me not him?? O.O

lol.. dun care la..

as long as i get my students i don't care if i gotta make senseless calls...

but i'm sure of one thing..

tauke neo will try to work me to the bone knowing that my working hours are shorter with the teaching coming along...

no boss = fun~

today there was no sign of my boss(es) in the workplace~

no boss = no students

how nice..

first i get to be less hardworking...

(not that i'm a lazy employee to begin with :P)

and then i get to practise the violin...

which i seldom do nowadays..

i was using a nice nice violin..

fun fun~

timmy next time you come ask me for it k? :P

unfortunately this wont last long... T.T

haiz...

me want credit card....

...but i dun have enough income to get one..

or even if i had enough money i dont think it'l be safe for me to get one...

i see too many cute things online..

T.T

today was karens last day at work...

yay karen!

at last got away from there...

thanks for coming to plaza damas to temen me during my 'dinner' break...

hahhaha...

ooohhhhhh......

i got my 1st pay check today~

hahahaha...

after only 8 days of working~~

not much........ but still happy~

cant wait to get lots of students though...

then i'l get much much much more~

hehehehehe...

*fingers crossed*

Can I?

i only have 5 hours to work today~

yay!!

but after work got klpac.. T.T

can i not join the next concert? >.<

i'm free~

at last uni is over!!

Yippee~~~~

no more classes with the oh-so-'helpful' teacher~

no more fake smiles to you~

no mroe being afraid of stupid exams

no more dealing with stupidly biased teachers~

no more having to listen to people backstabbing each other~

no more looking at people with a serious case of multi-personalities~

what else is there??

no more yucky food that causes food poisoning~

no more uncomfortable bed that only gives me 6hours of sleep a day~

no more climbing 3 flights of stairs to get back to my room~

no more practising till 10pm~ (not good tho.......)

hmmm..... 

the downside...

less contact with relatively close friends?

less...............................

less practise!!! >.<

eh... not all that many also..

staying home now~

can enjoy doing almost nothing for a month before i'm expected to earn money... 

help help....

anyone know where got appropriate job for me?? O.O

Gong Xi Fa Chai~

Happy CNY~~

The first few days have passed..... 

but the CNY mood is still there sooooo....... 

here are my CNY resolutions 2009!!

CNY resolutions:

i. avoid being tempted by the yummy cookies and tidbits when out visiting people...

ii. drink more water and chinese tea instead of soft drinks

iii. no more play mahjong against pro players.. especially of you are a total noob....

iv. eat less bakua.. 

v. sleep earlier.. wake earlier??

heheheh... 

i pretty much broke all of that in the first and second day of CNY..

quite scared to step on the scale when i get back...

haiz...

musn't miss anymore Sat morning jogging...

=(

Happy 2009!!!!

It's the New Year!!!

Happy New Year Everybody!
(as if anyone stops by here that often.....)

I spent new years eve rather differently this year...
not at church as usual but not out clubbing either...
i was actually back in my not-so-little room in Serdang with Timmy..

oh.. i drove there myself.. hahahhaha....

ok... let me see...
we pretty much cleared up the dust and rearranged the stuff in my little corner of the room..
poor Timmy had to clean the super dirty fan...
Thank You Baby!!! *muahx*

after all the dusting and wiping we went to get some snacks/drinks...
my usual stach was gone and i didnt want to drive back and get caught in the jam....
then, we just spent the rest of the day just talking to each other..
about anything and everything..
it was nice..
to have a person that i can share my thoughts with..
even thought we have a 5 year gap between us, you understand me..
and that means a lot to me :) :)

we pretty much talked the night away...
until we realized we had to sleep cuz i still had to drive back the next day...
hahhaha...

i enjoyed my new years eve...
though it is super uneventful..
no countdowns at fancy spots, no fireworks, no booze...
but it was nice..
just you and me.. randomly chatting..
we should do more of this k??
☺

A Quick Summary

Bye bye 2008!!!

i loved you...
because i went through so much in just one year..
i went from sad and alone to happy and loved all in a year!!

lets see......
i started off as a person who just got dumped.. sad sad sad..
but through that experience i think i grew to be a stronger person???
but through all that heartache and sadness i also found out who my real friends are...
many people that i lost contact with were the ones who consoled me and helped me get back on my own two feet...
thank you all!!!!

hmm.... what else....
oh!! i'm driving already!!
hahah... so gud hor.... after soooooo many years of getting my license....
i didnt actually do this out of my own freewill...
i had to do it..
because there was no one to drive me around anymore...
big big thank you to all the people who encouraged me/forced to drive...
now i TRY to drive you around k??
:P :P

oh oh....
i have found someone who loves me dearly ♥
a person who makes me feel that i mean the world to him...
it's a first for me.. and i totally love being with you!!
although we quarrel and fight sometimes..
thank you for bearing with me!
even if i am sometimes.... most times unreasonable..
though you dont mind, don't give in too much k?
i dont want to be a pampered girlfriend..
it's not good for us....
thank you for letting me know that you love me for who i am.. not what i look like on the outside...
when you said you didnt mind the cut on my head even though it was super obvious..
it meant so much to me!!! no one has ever said that too me...
most people would make me cover it up and hide it...
Baby, seriously, thank you for being in my life ♥♥♥♥
you are the best thing that happened to me in 2008!!!

hmm... i've also been out shopping a lot...
so much until i feel like i have nothing that i really need...
no.. i do not have everything in the world..
i just feel... maybe... dont slap me....
but i just feel that my life is somewhat complete???
i was never a person that feels contented easily..
it's just that now i do not have people in my life telling me how fat/sad/ugly i am..
the company that i have now are people who give me positive feedback and that makes me feel that i am good enough...
i do not have to do much to change who i am anymore...
not like before....
where the person i thought cared bout me usually gave me super negative comments...
haiz...


but it's all different now!!!

i started afresh in 2008 and now i'm going to make sure 2009 is gonna be better..
with great friends and family with me i'm sure it will be better :)

Happy 2009!!!!!

Off to Singapore~

i'm going to leave for Singapore in about 11 hours!!!
yay!!!
at last i can get out of the country~
hahahha.. bye bye malaysia~
but..
i dont have money to shop..
a bit sad....

mommy give me some shopping money please??

oh!!!
i know.....
i should go bug my bro...
he owes me RM150!!!
hopefully i can get it from him before he spends in Singapore...
wish me luck~







-be back in 5 days-

Happy~

today my parents brought me and my lil bro to pavilion for a little retail therapy...
mom was in a relatively happy mood and let us buy a pair of jeans each...

bro as usual went straight to topshop and grabbed a pair of skinnies....
his is so thin that skinnies dont look tight on him at all...
he waist is a size28... and it was kinda loose...
*jealous*

and i...
miss only-get-to-buy-a-pair-of-jeans-a-year obviously headed to GAP..
i know GAP jeans are expensive..
but i only get a pair a year.. so its not that bad.... :P
and also the jeans modal that i get [curvy] really flatters my body shape =D
serious..

anyways...
i tried on a pair that was the same size as my current fav jeans...
but it turned out it fit just nice at the bum but loose at the waist..
so i thought maybe i was in between sizes.. :(
mom and lil bro suggested to try a size smaller..
but i was skeptical that i couldnt fit =.=
mom literally went
'you are size X, u think you can fit size X-1???'
*mean mean mean*
but since we had nothing else better to do my bro went to get a size smaller for me...
i was really worried at first but when i put the pants on..
IT FITTED ME PERFECTLY!!!!
so so so happy~
hahahahah
i dropped 1 dress size!!!
unbelievable 0.O

now all i gotta do is to maintain, maintain and maintain my current size...
i'm supposedly 'not allowed' to lose anymore weight..
but i don't want to anyways...
cuz i love food too much :P


how?? any suggestions..
aside from dieting and exercising?

:P

how could i have done that??

i drive on a relatively regular basis now!!
YAY me~

but with driving comes expensive experiences..

no..

i didn't get into an accident...

neither have i gotten lost n drove around in circles....


but...


i actually locked my car keys in the car...
in a shopping mall...
with my violin inside...

at first i panicked.. wanted to cry...
but a few seconds later i started to laugh...
just like how i reacted to the lost of my phone...
:P.. i'm going crazy i think.... =/

but then i think it's cuz i wasn't alone both times..
i had timothy by my side..
waiting with me... consoling me...
making me play super cute game on psp..
hahahha....
but his presence really helped...
made me less nervous...
*muahx*


back to the story......

i had to call a lock smith to come...
he laughed at me for locking the key in the car...
=.=... wei... i'm a newbie driver le..
smmore driving diff car..
not used to it yet...

it took him say bout.... 20 minutes to get it done...
he could have done it quicker if i told him the correct direction i'm supposed to turn the key to open the door..
i seriously didn't know..
and gave him the opposite direction...
hahahah.. poor him...
ehh... not poor.... charged me RM80...
haiz...
RM100 gone just like that~

well....
just my luck...
will definitely be more careful nxt time!!!!!
no more money to spend on 'lessons' like that.... =.=...
whoever that rides in my car gotta remind me bout it...

if not..

i'l make u foot half the bill!!!!! XD

It Works!!!

I have finally figured out the buttons at the top of the page~
And all that cuz i had nothing to do while emo-ing in front of the computer...
Being emo gets things done!!! Lol..


Click Click

=P

1....2.....3.....4.....

nice song~
sing to me?? :P

I turn 22 today~ @.@

Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me~~
Happy birthday to Lil Miss Lou Lou~~~~
Happy birthday to me~~

so lame -.-

lol..

i am officially older......

gonna spend today out with you~~
hopefully don't have to spend much though...
heheheh....

(off to catch some beauty sleep~)


bye bye~