Octivia - Benjamin Siew

Stole this off my friends blog
with permission of course
in a way i can relate to this song as it reflected what i was feeling the past few weeks
well maybe not the last part.. i wanna move on!!

Octivia


Room smells like cheap cigarettes.
Bed smells like hard liquor.
My face against the pillow.
The only thing left that's sweet is the memory with you.

Eyes wide open, vision blurred.
Mind clogged with secondhand smoke.
Only thing that's clear is the name Octivia.
And the lips that i couldn't resist.

Oh why have you had to slip off my life?
The feeling's so real that it no longer hurts.
The numbness in my life i felt.
Told me that you're still a part of me.


Chorus:
Have you ever turned back?
Just to see if i'm following?
Have you ever felt bad?
When you see me in the dark corner crying?


Those eyes of yours.
I can see your love for me within.
You did not show, you tried to hide.
But you forgot that you're a part of me.

I'm not the shadows you thought.
I'm the light that shines onto you.
So bright that you cant see me.
Just like the amount of love i shine onto you.


Chorus:
Have you ever turned back?
Just to see if i'm following?
Have you ever felt bad?
When you see me in the dark corner crying?


Face passed, breath exhaled.
Both of us standing in the sea of people.
Eyes squints, lips sealed.
Both of us waiting for each other.
So shall i make the first move?

--End--