Where's My Painkiller?

i am in pain...
not physical kind of pain...
it's more of a emotion or mental pain that i am going through..

stress is getting the better of me...
need to find a way to get over it..

but then...

there are so many things add to the stress..
i wanna give up of everything and just let go..
but i can't do that....
that's nothing like me...

gotta be strong...

only a month to go till the new year!!

New Year Come Quick!!!