i miss my life...

working is totally killing me...

especially my social life..

since i started work i've pretty much don't have time to keep in touch with anyone..

i barely can keep up with what i'm doing for myself..

i have to handle pretty much everything in the office..

from phone calls to emails to dealing with the customer..

not forgetting checking all the stocks.. manually..........

handling the cash... filing.... setting appointments..

making all the stupid calls to collect money from people who owe money..

telling people that they have wrongly priced the items and the items now are about RM100 more even thought they were given a diff price the week before...

not forgetting that i cant leave slightly earlier, not even 15-20mins earlier, as the lady boss doesnt trust the other two in the shop...

i find that seriously stupid..

hello??? weren't they doing just fine before i came in??

what's the point of hiring them if you don;t trust them??

and the pay i get seems so small for all the work that i do...

u might as well fire them and give me their pay since i am the one doing all the work..

including the ones they used to do before i joined the company...

haiz...

and since i work odd hours, its super hard to even plan for anything..

who would wanna go out at 9.30pm?

even if anyone was willing to, where to find a decent place to hang out for a relatively good time?

my violin playing has also gone down the drain...

i'm pretty much back to square one..

i no longer have the luxury to practise..

and i have been stuck on the same piece for the past 2 months..

but even then i can't seem to remember anything that i've been playing..

i don't have a song in my head...

that's not gud.... at all....

brian doesn't say much bout it but i'm so frustrated thinking about it..

sometimes i wish i could just quit and be all carefree again..

even this short short post was written over two days..

(okay not so short after i added on to it.. but still!!!)

how sad can this be??

haiz...